It's Gunna Be A Stunner

“I believe it’s a sin we don’t talk anymore”

-No I Won’t by Boys Who Say No

If you read my “blog” (all five of you please listen closely), you’ll have noticed I have a difficult time accepting change in my life. Constant struggle. Can’t deal with it. It stresses me out. However based upon my last trip to New Jersey, part of me has realized WHY things change (only part of me though. I’m still not there yet)

Revisiting things from the past has only brought trouble into my life. Yet time and time again, I succumb to the comfort of a situation that I once knew and still long for.

Instead of asking myselfwhy did this change,I need to accept reality and move on. My life shouldn’t be aboutwhythings happen. It needs to be”so that happened. move forward”.The past won’t change. No use dwelling on it.

In the meantime, I’m going to smile while I listen to the song I posted above, knowing that someone else out there is going through the exact same thing I am.

Stay tuned for more cryptic and poorly written posts by yours truly.

Due to popular demand, I have graced you all with another useless video of myself and Ally. Although this isn’t as good as the last one, and it DEFINITELY isn’t as good as the one her and Megan made, we attempted to capture Nightbox’s ‘Pyramid’ as drunkingly as possible, with double the trouble. Enjoy. 

p.s We encourage everyone to pick up a bottle of Cognac at the liquor store, and make their own videos. And to eat goat cheese, cause it’s fucking awesome. 

p.s.s We apologize for the technical difficulties and awkward moments

p.s.s.s No you cannot gain those 4 minutes of your life back

My New Realization:

Once every three months I have this super mature understanding of my life and think that I have it all figured out until something shitty or good happens to me and then I go through this process ALL over again. 

Well that three months is up so here is my rant. 

Certain things that have happened to me lately made me realize that the older I get, the less I can tolerate bullshit. And the more I shouldn’t have to either. This life is short. And it’s too short to spend it with people who are ignorant or don’t contribute to your happiness. At the end of the day, it’s okay to be a little selfish, because your happiness is what matters. 

I’ve learned I need to carefully chose who I’m spending my time with, and lately I’ve been making the right choices. Its time to start making the choice between who really deserves to be in my life, and who the battles are worth fighting for. Don’t be in someones life only when it is convenient for them, and deciphering who those people are will be the toughest part. 

Go out and have fun. Hang out with people who create no drama, but rather enjoy your company. Get away from the childish things and make dreams happen. Create. Live. 

In the meantime, I’ll be living like 2 Chainz: Ridin round and gettn it. 

This is the result of giving a girl some cognac. Ally Petruck and I everyone. Enjoy this uselessness.